Loose

its hard to loose a good person
worse than the biggest mansion
friends are better than treasure
sometimes give us pressure
precious they are
more than mustang the car
i felt sad when loosing them all
they are all my best pal
especially when loosing a guy
i feel like i want to break and buy
stress will i get
and you don't have to bet

Pessimist

I am being pessimist, a few days ago
I felt small
I am jealous
I felt like nothing
When I saw the ********* it was like stabbing me from behind
it was like a cookie being crushed
like sundae without it's chocolate and nuts
like an invisible person

But a good friend told me something that I haven't thought about
that person doesn't have what I have
good friends,
people who love me for me out-and-inside,
and I am not grateful of what I have.

I have learned that I should not feel pessimist and always be grateful to what I have

My Love for cinematography

Cinematography (from Greek: kinema - κίνημα "movement" and graphein - γράφειν "to record"), is the making of lighting and camera choices when recording photographic images for the cinema. It is closely related to the art of still photography. Many additional issues arise when both the camera and elements of the scene may be in motion, though this also greatly increases the creative possibilities of the process.

I love to watch movies and listening to musics since I was little and because my family like musics too. I am not expert on photography or cinematography or musics but I love them all.

When I hold a camera and look through it lens, it is like looking through my eyes. I can see far (though not so far because of the zoom) but like I am in heaven went a touch a camera.
Cinematography can also be my second memory, it will record me billions of hours, every scene, every little detail in every day's life.

Down

Hari ini gw merasa down dan happy banget karena banyak hal. Setiap ada kesenangan pasti ada keburukan...

Ini lah yang terjadi:
gw sudah planning untuk mengikuti lomba debat bahasa inggris yang akan diselengarakan di Binus...

tetapi karena masalah keuangan dari partner gw dan sekolah, gw jadi nga bisa ikut. sudah lama gw pengen ikut lomba debat se-nasional dan international tapi belum kesampaian..
gw down banget rasanya :(

16 Birthday in Bandung

Blogger!!! I have the most sweetest 16 birthday in the history of sweet sixteen birthday! I celebrated my birthday in one of the crowded city: BANDUNG, and it was celebrate with my best friends too.

Here does the story go:

My friends had planned this vacation a week before exams. On the last day of the exam, 4th of December, we went to Bandung with Bunga, Aisya, Ucha, Vika, Bunga's Mom and Bunga's brother, Indra driving. Sadly, my other friend Michelle could not come because her parents does not let her. We planned to departed from school at 12 but it was delayed by Bunga's brother while waiting for Bunga's brother we went to Bekasi Super Mall then we departed at 2 pm and arrived at Bandung at 5 pm. Our plan after we arrive was visit CiWalk or Cihampelas Walk. After Magrihb, we pray and get ready for CiWalk. CiWalk is rather classy, it have trendy stores, cute cafe, and a cool place to hang out. When we arrived at CiWalk, we searched for food and preferably MIE KOCOK or called NOODLES WHIPPED. Mie Kocok is one of the food that is found in Bandung. Mie kocok with its famous soup is very delicious especially when you eat it during a cold weather. We could not find any Mie Kocok so we went to restaurant called BMP and then we order our food choices. There were noises in CiWalk field and there were dancing competition that are shoot in tv. While we ate we watched it. After we ate, we went to a gift shop, Aisya wanted to buy a gift for Michelle and she bought Michelle a musical crystal ball. We were at that shop until it was closed. We were separated with Bunga's mom and we searched for her, while Bunga have a business to do and that is to enter UGM Medical competition. While Bunga when to the nearest internet cafe with Aisya accompanying her. Vika, Ucha, Bunga's mom, Mas Indra and I were in a cafe called PASAR TONG-TONG.

We waited for Bunga and Aisya but they are taking too long and the cafe was about to be closed too. The remaining Vika, Ucha, Mas Indra and I went for a walk around CiWalk while Bunga's Mom went to the car to rest. We took pictures every where with Mas Indra too.

We found Bunga and Aisya left for the next destination the pancake building.On the way to the pancake building we got lost and we went back to Bunga's house to get Bunga's other brother Mas Oki. When we were waiting for Mas Oki to come out of the house and I went out from the car to get fresh air, Aisya and Vika accompany me. But then I got bored and I was too lazy to get my phone in my bag. I told Aya and Vika I want to get in the car but they did not let me in. A few minutes later, Bunga and Ucha open the car door with cake in their hands. The cake was covered in cheese on top with candles around it. I screamed a happy screamed, then they handed me a package containing a monol black watch that they bought at Bekasi and a bandage that they bought at CiWalk. I put on their gift and blew my candles. Mas Oki showed up and we went to the pancake building.

When we arrived at the pancake building, we ordered grilled ribs and pancakes. Once again my friends lit the candles and sing happy birthday song for me. It was so sweet of them. We ate and took pictures then went home. We arrived at Bunga's house at 2 in the morning. Aisya woke me up at 6 and told me to pray. We prayed and took a shower and also get ready to go to Gazibo. We went with public transport to get to Gazibo and there was a trafic jam! We got out of the public transport and walked to the Gazibo. Gazibo was already packed with people, people shopping, selling, cooking, begging, walking, talking, compromising too. We were planning to buy shirts there with the same colours but we end up buying the same tshirt but different style. We also bought one for Michelle. Aisya have planned a trip to Bali with her family that is why she have leave before 12 o clock to catched up the plane. We left Gazibo at 10 something and head to BSM or Bandung Super Mall.We got lost in bandung searching for BSM and finally we got there. When we got there we were planning to do to nav to sing but we havent the time and we went straight to the primajasa for Aya to go to the airport.

When Aya entered the bus and head for the airport, the rest of us when to Nav and sing for our life. It was kinda expensive for student like us thats why we only rent it for an hour. Hearing Bunga's expression and Ucha's shy face while they are singing made me laughed.
After we sang, we head home to rest. Bunga and Vika dropped dead and slept till magribh while Ucha and I had a trip to go shopping with Bunga's mom to dago's pasar. When were shopping, Bunga's mom treated us by buying us dinner and that is ROASTED RICE! It was a very interesting food. It was covered in banana leaves and was rolled like sponge cake.

Bunga's mom told us to pack because after our last visit to where ever we were visiting we head for Jakarta. Bunga's brother, Mas Oki dropped to a fancy cafe called Stone Cafe. It was so fancy like with candles and a band. The view was awesome, the city with their twinkling light. The atmosphere was oozing. The band played romance songs, the night air blowing lightly, the smell of expensive food and empty wallet hanging in bag. We ordered something light like baked potato, omelet, mint tea, ice cocoa, hot chocolate cake. When we were done with the food, we took pictures and smiled to the camera.

It was getting late and Mas Indra was already taking us home to Jakarta. I found myself asleep in the car at the back and the next thing I knew I was already at Bunga's house in Bekasi.

Thats how my birthday turn out. I hope you, blogger have an awesome SWEET 16 just like me.
Thanks for reading :)

My Boy-BestFriends in WHS

Hey readers!!! In this post I will be telling you guys about my friends when I was in grade 8 at Windhoek High School.I hope you guys enjoy it.

Ok I will start with Michael. Michael is this blond guy with braces and wear glasses too. Michael has been a sweet guy. He was always greeting people when he saw someone he knew. He has big feet, I mean VERY BIG! He wore 52 size shoes. He was in grade 8C and he was a class captain too as I was in grade 8A. It has been almost two years not having any contact with him, but when I saw his picture from my other friend's profile in Facebook. I miss him a lot.

hmmm who else oh ya! Peter! Peter was short when we were in grade 8. He is very annoying and he also fall in love easily with a sweet and beautiful girl. He was very good in accounting subject. Peter was very noisy and loved to play soccer. He was also a good listener and would always love to listen to any of my problems especially in class when we have free time (by the way we were in the same class). He was lovely and kind.

My other bestfriend was Fesse. Fesse was kind, very kind especially to me. I had a crush on him before until I found out that he liked my bestfriend-Gabriella. Fesse, like Peter, was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. He also liked soccer as much as Peter. Fesse and Peter were always there by my side to cheer me up and share their thoughts. Fesse also made good jokes and happened to have open mind. Fesse was gentle too, and he talked to me, he chose good words when he talked. I have been lucky to have Fesse in the same class as me, 8A!

Every break time I would be hanging around them. Fesse and Peter would be playing soccer while I hang out with my girlfriends and the only boy, Michael. I had special moments with each of them and all those moments were unforgettable. I love them as friends and I have always thought of them as part of my family. I love you guys. I will never forget about you.
Thanks for reading.
-ve

The rain

Hey guys, how you doing? I hope you readers are ok, unlike me who is feeling like a disaster. Ok my topic for this post is about the rain. I like and dislike rainy day. The rain changes my mood and , so here I go...

Reasons why I hate the rain:

• the rain makes me get distract from what I am doing, because I cannot help not seeing the raindrops from my window
  
• sometimes the rain get so hard and make the road flood. I can't get out of the house if there are flood, it traps me.
• the rain and the wind! it's a bad combination because those make scary noise
• the rain makes everything dark by the columbus cloud and so is my mind
• it makes me catch a cold easily
• when I am sad, the rain makes my tears drop more, it's like trying to compete with the raindrops
• the rain brings me back bad memories such as the flood that washed away my kitten cat

Reasons why I love the rain:

• the rain helped me express my feelings
• it relaxes me and would take all my pressure away
• when the lightning are seen and the thunder are heard, it's like it was trying to cheer me up
• I can see the rainbow afterward and will bring back colours to me
• lastly, the rain also brings me good memory, it reminds me of Windhoek since it rarely happends there

After the rain stopped and become dry, immediately my tears will disappear too. One year and a half ago, when I was still in grade 8, I had a great moment with the rain. I saw something special under the rain, I saw my friends' smile. Their smiles make me feel comfortable and safe around them. I feel happiness around them and I felt it in me too. And when the rain stopped, their smile didn't fade with the rain but instead it continue with the rainbow and it's wonderful colour in the sky.

Thanks for reading..
-ve